so i have a really good annual christmas eve at jackies like usual. and then i get home this morning and my mom yells for me to come downstairs. but me being lazy said no so she comes up stairs and i knew something was wrong, it was jsut thst feeling you have. so she printed out an email and it said that the family i babysit for the husband just died. WTF! after i cried for a while i got angry. that probably wasnt the right emotion to feel but i did. it didnt make sense to me. so many things are confusing me. 1. i saw him last week and he was young. how do you speak to someone a week ago and they suddenly out of the blue pass away? 2. i was supposed to babysit this wednesday. obviously im not anymore but im sure he would’ve driven me home like usual and we would’ve had our weird car convos. like how could he just go. i was supposed to see him this week. 3. how could he leave 3 children. and two young ones to say the least. he loved those kids more then anything and i havent known them for that long but that was the first thing i noticed is how much they loved their dad. well im done ranting and raving but this just showed me to be thankful for everysecond i have with everyone. who knows whos next? and when.
r.i.p. scott<3
